TempestMy heart is racing
Thoughts are chasing Room is spinning Eyes are filling Mouth is shut Arms are cut Scars are taking Body is shaking Mind is full Out of Control DecisionsOne minute you're up and the next you're down
One second it's a smile and the next it's a frown Life is all about making decisions Some seem hard but you have to do what you've got to do If you have a vision You have goals to accomplish and you know that there will be plenty of obstacles in the way In the process of achieving your goals some friends will go and few will stay Many people will just become faces You are constantly going through many changes With age comes wisdom. As you age you begin to make wiser decisions You do and say things that you wouldn't say when you were younger You are faced with certain situations to make you stronger There are lessons hidden in every mistake made There will be lifelong friends, some who will betray you and rain on your parade You will soon realize that not everyone is your friend Some people are placed in your life for a reason Maybe to teach you something Don't question it Learn from your experiences Everything truly happens for a reason Decisions are here and decisions are there Life is a decision Are you going to make things happen or are you going to sit around waiting? Are you going to continue on losing or are you going to start gaining? Be a leader Don't depend on people to make decisions that you need to be making on your own Take advantage of opportunities before they are gone Live life to the fullest and enjoy it Make the best of it, you only get one Lucky for you, your life has just begun You have time on your hands You strive for excellence and you know that you have plans With this attitude you possess You made a decision; you're putting your plan into action A dream is a new statement People who love you try to guide you in the right direction Are you taking the hint? Your realities are no longer dreams You have low self esteem You have expectations for yourself And you’re going to the extreme No one can make you do things you don't want to do You have to want it for yourself Your mother can't make you want it Not your father Not your teacher Not me Not them Or anyone else. So make a choice to be positive from here on out No negative statements should leave your mouth You know where you come from and you know where you're going You have knowledge, you have wisdom, and you're constantly growing You have a gift, and you have an effect on the world You have grown to be an adult No longer are you that small child Decisions and choices Be yourself, do what you need to do, make a decision, and use your voice It's your future Choose your path. Worn Out SoulI was alone
All by myself I adapted to this world As it shut me out I turned my back from the light And stayed with the clouds And I hoped for summer Not for love But for myself I was used to the couples The abundance of romance Even though I was often one of them I still couldn't stand it Then when I was finally happy With my lonely, pretty world And then suddenly she Stepped through the door We held hands And flirted alot But I didn't love her I had been so betrayed Many times before And I was ready For her to walk out the door And never to think twice about me or us Or being anything other then friends I'm the type that's "just a friend" And I'm so rarely a "love" So I prepared myself To never give her another thought And my stormclouds cleared I am in the light I won't be hurt Or put down Or brought to my tears Not for her And I'll never have to cry In spite of my worn out soul OptimationSwiftly into haunting days
Heedless of more patient ways A reckless journey, whirling ride Opting to oppose the tide Severed ties of destiny Broken through monotony Hanging frayed in my wake All for someone else's sake Moments flash by as I race Running onwards, another place Didn't have a destination Confused by this sense of elation Now this path is accepted, I am steady For the first time, my life is ready No longer looking for reaction No more wanting any distraction Within the facets of your heart Down from failure do I part Knowledge lies within our eyes A hinting of future ties Visions of nightmarish nights But never will I heed such sights This is us, not running seperate ways Just gliding into haunting days DissolutionTired of this fighting
Tired of this pain Tired of failing Of trying hard again Tired of surviving Tired of struggling on Tired of finding something good, And knowing it will be gone Tired of never living And just surviving every day Tired of explaining my pain As my words try to say Tired of fading hopes, Tired of shattered dreams Tired of lying down in bed Undoing all my seams Tired of always failing Tired of losing this fight So I'll say goodbye to you Because you broke my heart tonight EmbersThe moon isn't out tonight... Or if it is, It's beyond the limited eye Of my bedroom window Silent crashes curl in white foam Down on the beach far below. The night isn't that clear And the beach is less than visible. Maybe there is a moon smiling Shining somewhere out there. I've been calling out for a time, Voicelessly, calmly, stunned, unheard. Nothing new, or is that it? A proposal, a love, silently Rebuked to ashes... I jump to the crack, explosion, Of a dwindling fire behind me. A glance; no.. Burning warmly. How transparent can one become Before becoming unyielding as stone? Sometimes what is felt is too hot To not go unburnt when fleeing, But is just right with an embrace. How so with her I wonder? In translucent reflection, My eye reveals a sea of sorts And her fading hands Moving cautiously toward My cloaked and searching form. One finger on the shoulder probes Gently pressing into my numbness Nails digging freely into blocks Of memories, garbage secrets. Sensation. "No." No Embrace. Sometimes what is felt is too intense To not get overwhelmed when fleeing But is just wrong with a simple right. I wonder if the moon is out tonight.. White WingsFloating down like softly falling snowflakes
Leaving golden glowing halo kisses upon troubled brows A tranquil light shining in the eyes of those touched The beating of ivory hearts radiating out in waves Voices emanating from warm, wispy clouds Peace, faith, love, a silent serenity White wings breathing fresh life into faded spirits When all the dark things have fallen away The purity of the human soul shine through In all its rapture, in dreams immaculate and pristine The light burns inside, a luminous reaffirmation Of hope and belief in ourselves, all around us Reminding us we have always been free Reminding us that anything is possible VinesThe prettiest thing to possess
Is courage and faith The ability to love While all others hate To leave something behind When you are no longer physically here Endangering your life Just to express your care But even the most beautiful flower Must wither eventually and die The last petals falling And taking to the sky It's not even death just a transformation from good to better And who deserves that more I can't think of anyone better A life not in vain That's a life to live Give all you can And that's what you did Sometimes death is a happy thing Even though you're forever gone You lived an extraordinary life Just another beautiful one to pass on Your dream didn't live on forever You made it a reality And that, another rose in the garden Is what makes you a beauty SoliloquyHave you ever felt so alone
And your heart feels out of reach That your life comes crashing down upon you And there's nothing or no one to help you So you try to cry yourself to sleep For an instant, a voice inside you Tells you to think back on all your memories Of all the good times you had with Your friends and your family But you realize now that they can't help you Your feelings are too big of an issue So you try to cry yourself to sleep All night long, you lie there on your bed Wishing those thoughts would leave your head And it's getting late, you're still awake You're tired as hell You believe this night was just a waste So you try to cry yourself to sleep But its not over Your heart aches even more So you sit up, get out of bed Pace the floor Talk inside your head I'm so lost within my life I can't even get to sleep at night Everything about me ends in a broken heart And I feel my life is falling apart I just want my problems to disappear And be able to sleep at night without a single tea This isn't what I need And I want so much more A life without a broken heart Is what I'm been waiting for WaveringHeartbeats uncontrolled
Heartache unhealed An impossible dream The unreachable love I feel sad Sleepless night Anticipating love Full of passion But nothing is possible Just dreaming all alone I feel hurt Loneliness that kills Love that hurts In the middle of this heart Spread Your WingsCome fly with me
Over the mountains Over the sea Above the cloud Into Space where the stars shine love Where the moon glows with joy Come fly with me into a fantasy of wonders Come fly with me to some place called happiness I'm waiting.... Waiting for you to put your wings on and fly Fly with me Over the mountains Over the sea Above the clouds Into space where the stars shine love Where the moon glows with joy I'm waiting for you to take my hand and fly with me. Come on Fly! Have You EverHave you ever felt alone at night?
Have you ever cried and not known why? Have you ever felt like nothings fair? Have you ever felt like no ones there? Have you ever broken someones heart? Have you ever had yours ripped apart? Have you ever ruined your own life? Have you ever been the one to wield the knife? Have you ever wanted to die? Have you ever seen your mother cry? Have you ever been worlds away? Have you ever been beyond the tears and hate? Have you ever looked down upon this earth? Have you ever felt the pain of death? Have you ever lost the one you loved the most? Have you ever just sat down and cried? Have you ever seen the world through another's eyes? Have you ever once been there? Have you ever once really cared? Have you ever healed someone's pain? Have you ever lost for someones gain? Have you ever looked at the world today? Have you ever kept your feelings locked away? Have you ever wanted to get out? Have you ever wanted to break free? |
Mohre Do'ahreWhen I am with You
I feel alive again You are my hope I want to tell You how much I love you If i could do it over I'd walk the same path Take all the same steps Walk on that broken glass It's how I grasp this way of life When I stand with You in my heart When we talk When I smile So I'm Waiting Always waiting for Your grace The Wandering FlameHow can you stand it?
This feeling of hopelessness, That left your heart in slivers. Like a mirror that you stared at so long, It revealed who you truly are. Broken. Empty. Devoid of all but a wisp of your life, A fragment of who you were, A shadow of who you wanted to be. So tell me, How can you stand this? This utter loneliness. These nightmares. For yours is the broken heart, Of a forgotten lover. I see demons in you. Must you walk this same bloodstained path? Why do you walk these twisted corridors? Must you provoke the wandering innocent? Hallways cross paths. No hesitation You turn left. Why? Did you tire of the same old path? Was this planned? Shredded hearts lay in this room. Was it you? I know you are searching but, You won't find it here. No, not among these incompliant emotions. I wish you would speak to me! Your silvered heart offers no words. You dark eyes show but a fleeting.... No-it's gone. How can you walk so far? Any mortal would be crawling! Something drives you but, What? Tell me, please! No, stop. Look into my eyes. Do you see it? Yes, of course you do not. May I? Dear, your hand is cold. Let me lead you, I know the way.... Now, cast aside your life. Trust Butterflies fly, Can you see it? Perhaps another analogy.... A shattered rock? Ah. You see? Well my love, we are at an end. Turning does not profit you, So onwards and through! Faith Cast aside your doubts my dear! Into this reflective pane! How does this mirror teach us? Perhaps it is not the mirror at all.... In our minds lay guidance, A looking glass yields but a look. It's as if we could reach out And pull ourselves into another world Just a glance. A single crack Spreading.. Shattered. The pieces lie around you. Do be gentle, Each contains another you.. But not I. I have taken me from you.... Despair Don't cry love, Our journey begins! Now come, your life please. That will be all. Once AgainThis fading color
Falls away to grey And yet another Just walks away One more broken soul One more sad verse Will I ever be whole? Or is this my curse? Ripped apart Wrenched and torn Have you no heart? Mine is forlorn All I can do is wait All I can do is pray And hope by some twist of fate You come back to me someday But it seems the day is far away And it seems the night is not so bright Falling rain like drenching pain Floating clouds of broken vows You promised That you would never Ever hurt me So why does this hurt? Do you break your words so easily? It's in your eyes It's in your every movement It's there on your face TragicThis is real, it's meant to be
This is a perfect tragedy I'm not perfect, I'm full of fear But I’m so lost without you here Sunset Over WaterI looked to love, I sought the heart
Something beginning, a beautiful start And what I found, I found therein That what was missing was deep within Love can never last an eternity But all I can do is love relentlessly Forever never comes And hope never runs Tomorrow never dies And love never lies. Hallways Of IceWith twisted thoughts
And vile screams Haunting edges To a violent dream Broken comes forth Shattered within Understanding lurks in him To see a heart Broken and bare Confessions of wanting Beneath an icy glare Cluttered mind Chaos reigns Lost in time Once was mine Down echoing halls And warping paths Strange new fears A strange new wrath Something hiding Something calm Something waiting Something for you Run down those hallways Don't turn around Behind you is something That makes not a sound Don't speak Don' scream Just hope Just pray That what's behind you Isn't your fear DiamondsWhen the dark of night closes in
Sunset's chill consumes my skin Senses falter to lead me astray One and all, your thoughts betray Reeling heart does swiftly spin From whim to wish, buried within Slowly all will fade to grey As one by one, my hopes decay When the wind whispers my every sin I feel my sanity wearing thin I am nothing but my nightmare's prey As my mind starts to slowly give way ChaoticThe silent screams, the unshed tears
The chaotic thoughts, the untold fears The secrets hidden over the years The deadly scars, the broken mirrors The perfectly scripted pain-filled dreams Hidden behind the twisted screams Ruins of all the gripping lies Horrific pictures begin to rise Blood is filling every pore A blinding pain, never felt before A tortured heart cries out in blame A broken scream of the lost and insane Cruel actions sculpting skin Fighting a battle that none can win Whispering wishes that no one can hear A chaotic smile starts to appear With bloody cuts and a broken soul A chaotic mind that has lost control Hysterical screams break the silence Reality is gone with thoughts of violence A chaotic mind lost in memory Only one thought remains of remedy Lovely gun, you are ever so kind A tragic end to a chaotic mind Broken AngelDark past, a poisoned soul
Beauty and love she never can know A tormented angel with broken wings Of a devasated life is all she sings Her eyes full of hopeless tears Voice expressing all her fears Love, death, a smoldering hate That was the story of her her miserable fate All she wanted was her story told She thought she'd die before she grew old But what she found was an unshakable hand That brought her up, asked her to stand WolvesThe light and the dark where we've begun
The toss of a coin, a slip of the tongue Remembered in the way the time slips by Revealed in every useless lie A flip of a coin, a cross of your fingers You can change, but forever lingers MidtonesIt's 4am and I'm still feeling alone
No answers just questions of the unknown Trying to catch up to all that has grown And all my emotions are silently shown You can go crazy in this messed up world When you're being violently thrown and hurled And all the love so gracefully imparted Comes into our lives, making everything knurled I feel more torn as my thoughts dance 'round And my tears begin to fall to the ground I see once more what I still haven't found And my life is again continuously rewound And I could be sad for the yest of my years While beautiful people play with my fears Because they've all grown up when reality appears But I'm still stuck with my childhood tears Don't be afraid of what life has to bring Just stand with the world and continue to sing After the cold of winter comes the spring To purify the land and joy to bring Remember forever what your world means inside When all those pretty people eventually die Because we are ALL beautiful and will forever collide In this never-ending emotional ride Dancing For HopeWhen your fears start to come true,
And you're running out of things to do When you feel pain and sorrow And you can't see a bright tomorrow When your dreams have slipped away And you struggle to make it through the day When you feel pain and regret And you have problems you cant forget Just take a risk, take a chance Put on some music, it's time to dance! Save Me, Save MeI can't face another day
Sitting here in the rain Thinking about the past Or even to see you say That I'm not the one You're really looking for Once I heard that My heart dropped to the floor I feel the tears Rolling off my face My heart is not A slow, steady pace I can hardly breathe This can't be real I only told you How I really feel It's hard for me to face tomorrow Because all these tears Cry of dear sweet sorrow Weaker Than I ThoughtI stand right now, I stand and wait
And see how suffering comes in my wake I played a game of give and take This damage I would never again create I wish now to turn back time To have redemption for mistakes of mine Now I see that passion can completely break The strongest spirit and devastate fate Now my will just fades away I wish I'd live another day A life of hope, that would be best Where love would put my soul to rest CloseI don't know what to think
I don't know what to say I'm so speechless I'm blown away What have I always wanted? Now I'm getting confused I don't know what to say |